.:35 Weeks:.

35 weeks? Really? For as much as I've said this pregnancy is dragging, it sure seems to be picking up speed now!

I had a doctor's appointment on Friday, and had my lovely GBS test done. My doctor also decided to check me while she was down there. Seems a bit early, but I don't mind! I'm only dilated to a half, and more than likely, I'll stay that way until right before my due date. My body doesn't dilate early! However, getting checked seemed to have irritated things down there because I've been having some weak contractions in the evenings the past few days. I never really got contractions from being checked with either of the girls, so maybe this time will be different? I'm not holding my breath, though. Our babies don't come early, and I don't really plan on this gal making an appearance until December.

My doctor had my thyroid checked again on Friday. I guess every time it's been checked (multiple times this pregnancy) it's just been borderline normal range. I haven't heard if anything has changed from this most recent test, but maybe I'll just start blaming my weight gain on my thyroid. :)

I'm not majorly uncomfortable yet, but definitely experiencing some hip pain and pubic bone pain. She's still hanging out pretty low, so I've escaped the rib pain so far. It mostly just makes sleeping difficult, but I guess we'll just call it good preparation for having a newborn!

Reece has been a lot more mindful of babies recently. I think she is going to be super cute having a baby sister. She is always talking about my belly, and how it's almost time for the baby to come out. I can't wait to see all three of them interact!

I'm trying to enjoy these last few weeks. I know they are going to go quickly. I'm just kind of done being pregnant. Not because I'm so uncomfortable, but just because I'm ready to meet our baby. Of course, once she's out and I'm exhausted I'll be wondering why I was wanting her out so badly. I started working on a list of what to pack for the hospital bag. We're still trying to figure out if we want to get induced close to my due date, just to help with Josh's work schedule and having people ready to take the girls. And of course, she needs a name. I'm guessing we won't decide that until we're leaving the hospital to come home. That's how we roll.

In the spirit of Halloween, here is a picture (an un-flattering one at that) of me in my skeleton baby shirt. Getting big!

.:Trip to K-Town:.

At the beginning of October, my sister and I decided to take a spur of the moment trip up to Oregon to my parent's house. My nephew had a break from school, and I wanted to squeeze in one more trip before I'm too pregnant to travel or have a newborn, so we made it work!

Josh was able to get a few days off of work, so he headed up to Boise with us to have a bromance weekend with my brother in law. We got in late Tuesday nite, and had hyper girls who didn't end up falling asleep until about 1:00 a.m.!

The next day we got up, got ready, loaded up the minivans, and we were off! I was a little nervous about driving by myself. I used to do it all the time in college, but it seems the older I get, the harder it is for me to drive for long distances! But it actually wasn't too bad. The girls were awesome for almost the whole way, and Dani and I had walkie talkies and our Diet Cokes. The only questionable part of our drive there was the truck we passed in some remote wooded area that had a shotgun hanging out the window. We were all excited to get to Gramzee and GPSTEW's house!

We spent a few days just hanging out at home,

running errands,

and doing fun things, like driving the John Deer....

riding on the atv with grandpa...

seeing Lion King in 3D...

making - and eating- caramel apples...

going to the pumpkin patch...

and riding Rio.

As usual, thanks to my parents for putting up with the craziness! I don't know why, but our kids were WILD while we were there!

Us ladies found time to do a little crafting as well, which is always a plus in my book!

My family is the best, and I wish I got to see them all more often!

.:I am a child of God:.

We had our Primary program in sacrament meeting today, and for some reason, my emotions were sitting pretty close to the surface and the Spirit really hit me strongly.

When those sweet kids were singing, and Reece and Remi were sitting there watching (and maybe doing a little dancing) it just made my heart so full to think about the blessings that my kids are to me. I was also feeling such a responsibility to be a good parent and a good example to raise them in righteousness and help them grow up loving their Heavenly Father and Jesus.

Being a parent is hard. And I have to admit, that I've had a very short fuse with my kids the past week, and I've just been struggling to be patient with them. But today was just an affirmation to me that it really is worth it, and it's worth trying harder and being a better person so that they have an example in their lives. I know my kids are still super young, but I know they are watching and learning every day.

I'm so grateful that even now, they like to say prayers. Reece will remind us, and both of them fold their arms. I'm so grateful that Reece is excited about going to church and going to nursery, and that she always thanks Heavenly Father for church and nursery in her prayers (sometimes prompted, sometimes not!) I'm grateful that Reece recognizes pictures of Jesus and loves to point them out to us. I know Remi is learning from her, and from us, and will soon start doing this things as well! I feel so grateful for where we live, our families, the friends that I have, the ward that I have, and know that we are where we are supposed to be for right now.

We're just so incredibly blessed, and I am glad that I was able to feel that Spirit today; I needed to take a step back and put aside some of my feelings from the week, and really focus on what is most important.

And speaking of kids, I had a doctor's appointment on Friday. 33 weeks! Still feeling pretty good, minus a little hip and back pain, but definitely not way uncomfortable yet. There was a substitute doctor there since my doctor was out all this past week, and he was really friendly and nice. He felt my belly - and gained a new best friend when he called me skinny - and said he could feel all of the baby, and that she was head down. He also did an ultrasound to confirm it. Measuring right on track and everything is looking good. I did gain a bit too much weight, but he said some of that was water retention, so I need to up my water intake and cut back on the salty foods. Which is basically what I want to eat lately. I go back in two weeks, and I imagine I'll have my group b strep test then. I got papers to pre-register. It's getting close! So excited to meet our little girl!

Don't forget to vote in our name poll!

.:Princess Party:.

Reece is a total girly girl, and she sure loves her princesses, so we figured a princess party was the proper way to go for her birthday this year.

I decided to go with purple and lime green for her party colors. Mostly because I found cute purple fabric with princess crowns on it (not as tacky as it sounds, you'll see), and then made a banner using material that had purple and lime green in it. I thought it was a great color combo!

To keep it a bit less stressful, we did the party earlier in the afternoon and didn't serve dinner - just treats. Lots and lots of treats. As in, I frosted about 40 cupcakes and 50 sugar cookies the day of the party. I made waaaaay too many, since it was just a small party, so now my doctor is going to be reprimanding me at my appointment next week for all the leftovers I've been partaking of!

Here's the party spread. You can't really tell, but the sugar cookies were in the shape of princess crowns. We had green and purple grapes later that my friends brought; those went in the big empty bowl! See, it wasn't all junk!

For favors for the kiddos, I made these crowns using poster board, mod podge, and fabric. I also stitched the fabric down so they'd hold up better. Then each kid got to decorate a little foam wand. I made sure to have some less girly colors since most of Reece's little friends are boys!

Birthday girl enjoying a sugar cookie.

Little Rem just hanging out.

Of course, presents are always a good time. Reece is now proud owner of almost every Disney barbie that there is.

And she got this great princess suitcase to keep all of her barbies in. She loves it!

I was going to be a super cool mom, and make her a princess cake where a real barbie sticks out of the top, and the cake is the skirt. But, then I remembered that I was fat, pregnant, and lazy, and we opted for a princess cake from Josh's bakery at work. Needless to say, she was thrilled with the princess toys on the cake, and probably appreciated that more than anything I could have made.

It was a really fun party, and Reece was so spoiled. Probably one of the best parts was after we were done with presents, she had on her new Rapunzel dress and was just staring at herself in the mirror, swaying, and singing. It was like she just knew what a beautiful princess she is.

We appreciate everyone who came and helped and spoiled Reece. She's a lucky girl to have so many people that care about her!

.:Remi - 18 Months:.

Oh little Rem-a-lem. How can I describe you?

Feisty? Spirited?

You could maybe even argue that she has your stereotypical red headed qualities!

This girl is a little ball of fire. After what a calm and mellow baby she was, we definitely weren't expecting to have this firecracker for a toddler!

Remi is really starting to get physical. She is starting to run, and is a little monkey trying to climb everything. Along with the newfound skills comes lots of falling! We've also been wearing socks a bit lately with the cool mornings, so she is having to get used to walking on our hardwood floor and kitchen tiles without slipping. She loves to try and keep up with Reece, and even though it's not always successful, it's cute to see her trying her best!

Tantrums have become a common occurrence for our little Rem. She knows when she is not happy, and she is sure to make sure that you know as well. I think sometimes what starts out as a mild annoyance to her escalates, and soon she is freaking out without even really knowing why! A lot of the times she just lays on the ground and her legs get going, and I have to admit, while sometimes frustrating, sometimes it is also really hilarious! I don't have a hard time ignoring it usually, so hopefully this phase will pass soon. She does like to hit and swipe at me when I'm holding her and she gets angry, so I just try to stay calm and put her down until she is done. Like I said, total red head! A lot of the time, her tantrums come from her wanting to be independent. It's a tough balance of letting her do things on her own vs. not, since she doesn't have the ability to fully understand consequences of her actions. But we're working on it!

We moved Remi to a big girl bed about a week ago. She loves the freedom, but the novelty is starting to wear off a little bit. I love that they can share a room with the trundle. I feel like in these past couple of weeks, Remi has just come into her own as a little girl. She's losing her baby look, and just starting to seem more girlish. I guess that is good since she's not going to be the baby for much longer!

Even though Remi has an attitude, she is also a total sweetheart a lot of the time. She loves to cozy up, and is a complete sucker for having her back, neck, head - really, any part of her body - tickled. It's a sure way to get her to settle down and hold still.

Remi still doesn't really say any words. She babbles ALL the time, and she uses lots of inflection in her voice, so I know that she understands how you're supposed to use speech. She also understands what we say to her, but just doesn't form any words on her own. Her pediatrician isn't super worried, but suggested that we look into this speech program if we wanted to get a head start on dealing with it before it becomes a worse problem. He said that his guess was she would be totally fine, no matter what we do, so we'll see. Even though she doesn't use words, she communicates plenty, and plenty loudly at that!

Remi likes to be silly and make silly sounds. It's fun that she understands that she can get a reaction by what she does. We frequently call her 'cheeseball' because of her antics!

One funny thing about Remi is that she can fall asleep anywhere. I wish I could put my cell phone pictures on here. Some notable places (and these are more than one time occurrences!): shopping cart, head on table at restaurant, sitting up - against couch, in crib, etc. What can I say, she is her father's daughter!

Remi is a GREAT eater. I think she could eat all day long if we let her. She is always in the kitchen begging, and when she really wants something, she'll just keep going, "Mmmm, mmmm, mmmm, mmmm" with increasing volume until she gets what she wants! We've been fortunate so far to have both of our girls be pretty good eaters! Makes dinner time a lot easier!

The Stats:

Weight: 24 lbs 8 oz (54th percentile)

Height: 34.25 in (98th percentile - tall!)

Head Circumference: 19.25 in (96th percentile, aka HUGE)

We just love our sweet little Rem Rem, and can't wait to watch her grow and discover more!

.:Reece - 3 Years Old:.

A three year old? Really?

I swear Reece just barely turned two!

So many people have told us that three is worse than two. And let me tell you, even though she didn't turn three until yesterday, I totally believe it!

This little lady is so full of sass and attitude! I'm sure it will be a learning year for us in patience!

But with the sass comes the sweetness, and while I wonder how they can both co-exist so easily in her tiny little body, I love seeing those tender moments and feelings shine through.

Reece is usually pretty good with Remi. They definitely have their usual difficulties of sharing that comes with the ages they are at, but they really just love each other so much and love playing together. It is so cute to watch them chasing each other around the house, or reading books together. When Remi is upset, Reece will bring her one of her stuffed animals and try to help calm her down. It really is sweet, and I know they are going to be the best of friends (and maybe the worst of enemies, too!)

Reece is also so cute about the new baby coming. I'm not 100% sure she understands that a real baby is going to come from my tummy, but she talks about it all the time, and loves to push her baby around and sing songs to it. I'm sure she'll show a lot of the same love to her new little sister once she gets here.

Reece has been talking really well for awhile now, but it's still fun to notice the change in her growth and development. We can almost always understand what she is saying and asking for. I find myself really having to watch what I say when I'm frustrated or upset (not that I'm cursing up a storm or anything!) but she is definitely listening and repeating. I say, "Chill out" a lot, and her new thing is to tell me to "Chill down".

Reece loves to dance and sing. Some of her favorite songs are popcorn popping on the apricot tree, 5 little monkeys swinging from a tree, give said the little stream, and Jesus wants me for a sunbeam. I love hearing her sweet little voice.

She is a total girly girl, and loves to dress up and carry around purses full of junk. Reece is a little packrat, and loves to have all of her little belongings all together. Having 'lips' on is always exciting to her, and she likes to play with my makeup brushes when I'm getting ready. Even though she is very girly, lately she has been really into throwing the football around with Josh - much to his delight, of course! He would argue that she can throw better than her mother, and I might even have to agree with that!

Reece is learning things so quickly! She knows all of her colors, can count to ten, knows quite a few shapes, and can also identify the names of some of the numbers. She is so curious and inquisitive, and her little imagination is fantastic!

We celebrated with a princess party over the weekend, pictures to come. She was in heaven! One of the best presents? Gramzee showed up and surprised us! Driving that far and that long just to spend a few hours with us was really special. Thanks Gramzee!

The stats:

Weight: 30.4 lbs (48th percentile)

Height: 38 in (74th percentile)

Her pediatrician had nothing but glowing things to say about our girl! She is developing and growing perfectly!

.:30 Weeks:.

Finally 30 weeks!

I know I've said it before, but this pregnancy is d-r-a-g-g-i-n-g.

It's not because I'm uncomfortable, because, aside from the usual aches and pains (mostly my hips!), I'm not uncomfortable at all. But it just feels like I've been pregnant forever. Well, maybe that has something to do with the fact that for the past over three and a half years, there's only been two months I haven't been pregnant or nursing. Yeah.

But, like I said above, not hitting the uncomfortable stage at all. My hips do hurt quite often, but I am carrying lower this time, so I haven't had the shortness of breath or baby up in my ribs. Yet! I do feel like my belly is strung pretty tight a lot of the time, which is odd to me, since I'm smaller this time than I was with either of the girls. My belly button has decided to come all the way out to play. (Gross.)

I think that being in fairly decent shape coming into the pregnancy has really helped me to stay feeling okay, and to continue exercising as much as I have. I still get up at 5:00 to go walking and do strength training for 4-5 days out of the week. Sometimes it is tough to get going in the morning, because I have to wake up to roll myself over like a rotisserie chicken almost every hour during the nite (like the comparison, I stole it from my pregnant friend!), but I'm always glad afterwards that I got up and did it.

Baby girl has been getting the hiccups a bit more frequently lately. Reece and Remi only had them once each I think, so it's been kind of funny to experience it more. Just little rhythmic bumps, it makes me giggle. She moves pretty frequently, and I just love it. I know I'll miss it when she's out, so I'm trying to enjoy every minute of it now.

I've been doing some sewing for her. Not that she needs anything, but it is fun to have a few new things for her. I'm not overly anxious to get her out, but at the same time, I am so excited to meet her and see what she is like - especially compared to her sisters! Reece and Remi have such distinctive personalities, so it will be fun to see if she favors either of them, or if she's just her own little person.

She is still totally nameless. We really need to get serious about names! There are a couple of names that I adore, but Josh just basically hates. We still have one name left that we almost used with both girls - Kirra - but I have to admit, I'm not as crazy about it as I used to be. We'll see what happens!

Today was yet another follow up ultrasound. I've been kind of on edge all week long, which definitely had something to do with our girls being pretty sick, but it wasn't until talking with my friend that I realized it was probably some sort of manifestation of my being nervous about the ultrasound. I've done pretty well having a good attitude about it, and not dwelling on it, but I'm sure as it got closer, the fears started creeping in more than usual.

The ultrasound tech had a resident physician in there with us, so she was explaining everything as she was going along (i.e. what she was looking at, how she was getting the angle, etc.) Baby's heartbeat sounded perfect, which was a relief once again to hear. When she got to the bowel, she was explaining to the physician that the criteria for echogenic bowel is that the bowel shows up as white as the bone on the ultrasound. She said that you could still see it, but to her, it didn't seem very white. That was the first clue that just maybe we were going to get our good news.

The tech finished up the exam, and the OB came in and confirmed it: the bowel was not as white, nothing 'remarkable' (to use her word), and we were free from having baby checked out anymore! I honestly couldn't believe it. After everything the past 10 weeks, I was just kind of expecting that this wasn't going away and we were going to have to start talking seriously about what it could mean.

I feel so blessed. Not only is this beautiful little lady a tremendous blessing in our lives, to have her heartbeat and her bowel both turn out to be completely okay is just more than I was expecting. It has been more of a stressful pregnancy for sure, and I haven't quite enjoyed it like I usually do. I feel so relieved, and am anxious to start enjoying having this little girl so close to me all the time.